Blooming

Do you ever find yourself longing for what another person has? It could be a boyfriend, marriage, job, social status, their looks and so on. Looking at other peoples lives and comparing what they had going on to what my life looked liked was something that I did very frequently at one point in my life. I wasn't content with my life, relationship status, nor my career choice amongst other things. I would often feel  shameful when someone asked me what I did for a living. My portion simply wasn't good enough for me. that this was due to me  I felt resentment because I called myself "living right" and still not getting anywhere while it seemed that others were. I grew impatient with God's will for my life and was trying to replace it with my will. I was a mess and it was all because I chose to not be satisfied with the portion that God had given me. I was so caught up in obtaining things that the world deems success that I rejected the way God was tying to provi...